Renounce Nothing

What doest it mean to love? It means to be sensitive to life, to things, to persons, to feel for everything and everyone to the exclusion of nothing and no one. For exclusion can only be achieved through a hardening of oneself, through closing one’s doors. And the moment there is a hardening, sensitivity dies….

Okay, here I go…..

Hello fellow Bon Vivants, For today I keep it really short. It’s a beautiful day out here, nice and sunny ūüôā and as soon as I finish this post I am going to enjoy every bit of it. Just wanted to share with you that for the next week I’ll be totally offline. Tomorrow I…

Chained to the floor?

Friday morning, a little after 11 am. I open my eyes, I feel my body but I can’t move. My arms are stuck to the ground, they feel like concrete and I can’t even move them an inch. My legs are in a similar state, am I chained to the floor? What is this? My…

The first week

Hey¬†fellow travelers! It’s been a really interesting week and a half so far. 12 days ago I left Spain to go to Liechtenstein. Driven by a force in me that was in desperate need for some sense in this madness. A few weeks before I left¬†I found this website International School of Tantra¬†and I knew…

Living my life

Let me start by introducing myself; My name is Vincent, 41 years ago born in the Netherlands. The last few months I started this blog, already feeling that there is something in me that needs to come out. Although I shared with you bits and pieces of my real life combined with wisdom I strongly…

The Golden Light Meditation

Goodmorning all, The golden light meditation is one of my favorite meditations. First of all because I love my bed and laying down when meditating. Second, when I first started meditating I tried it in the classic Buddha pose but I never really felt comfortable with that. So I was happy to learn that there…

Wherever the river takes me

Hello fellow life enjoyers, What I am going to share with you today is the beginning of the end of me. Within the roughly ten years of trying to understand myself and life by reading, meditating and becoming more aware of the here and now,¬†my life already changed drastically for the better. I learned a…

What is love

The last couple of months I have been a little bit out of my normal here and now happy routine compared with the 2 and a half years before that. On a personal emotional level I came across a few challenges and found that I had more hidden pain from the past then I expected….

Just Say Yes

All my life I’ve been pretty adventurous towards life and what the world has to offer. Way before I started to really dig into ‘who am I and what am I here for’ my basic attitude was always: Try everything, live life to the max and just go for it. But after a while that…

Being Happy is easier then you think….

The past two years I’ve been happier then ever before. Most of the time a constant flow of the feeling that everything is okay, enjoying whatever happens. And although I was looking for that happiness for many years before, it wasn’t until I stopped looking for it when I started to experience¬†Happiness. When I decided…

You are very special to me

Today I didn’t really want to post anything cause I was quit busy being happy, enjoying and working, although I am having a pretty bad stomach flu. But because of this stomach flu I had a long warm bath and some good reading ¬†which gave me a real great insight in what happened to me…

In between being asleep and Awakening

One of the most annoying things of the past few¬†months was that I couldn’t understand why I’ve been so happy and aware but I couldn’t hold on to it.¬†I experienced so much happiness the last two years, my life changed drastically and I thought that there would never be a going back to the asleep…